Paul Selig

(The following is the transcript of a group channeling held on 1/29/09 in New York City. I will make an effort to upload sound files of future sessions or publish transcripts. Paul)

The work that’s to come is significant, and it happens in stages, over the next five, six weeks, depending on how quickly you acclimate to your own thinking and the changes that must happen in that way. When we say your own thinking, we speak of your consciousness not of your mind, and the thinking in your consciousness simply means what you can hold, what identity you can hold and open to, and allow to become you.

The resistance to yourselves as creatures of the Christ is the real reason you suffer. The real reason you suffer is your own embellishment of your dominion as a physical soul and not as a spiritual one. The old feeling of inadequacy cannot be held by the Christ itself but by the fear-based self who believes he is not worthy of God. We understand you beyond your physical selves, beyond your creations and beyond your limitation. You don’t. And the reason you feel sad and alone and without is because you believe these things are: alone and without, and not truthful to yourselves. So you see, to the extent to which you disbelieve your own Word self, is the degree to which you suffer.

Now the acclimation to the self as Word is a process. You anchor it in vibrationally through your consciousness and through the action of the decree that you make when you state “I am Word through this, I am Word though my that”, and that is a foundation, but the foundation can hold only that which the foundation will allow. So if you can imagine building a house on a faulty foundation, you will find out why you don’t hold your wisdom as the Christ, why you discount your own self worth as a loving being, why you believe in your shame and your despair as anything other than illusion. The fabrications that the mind makes in order to keep itself in charge in a limited way are paramount to the understanding of the work that must come forth in these times. The longer the mind holds its place in a limited sense, and we are not discounting mind, but the longer the mind holds its prominence to spirit in the belief of unworthiness, the longer the soul supports this process of integration. We cannot rush it without your permission. We cannot give you what you ask for without your allowance, and we cannot decree your well being when you assume your sickness. We cannot allow you to be the Christ to the extent that you do not allow yourself to be the Christ. We cannot believe you when you say “I Am Word” to the extent that you disbelieve it yourself. Do you understand this?

We are in tandem with you, but we can only do what we can do with your permission. So, absolution is the key here. The discrimination of mind versus consciousness is the key here. The dis-ability to allow yourself your own goodness and your own willingness and your own response is the key here. And we will work with you tonight to undo some damage, and when we say damage, we mean your creations. Nothing can be created without the permission of the creator. Understand this now. Nothing can be created without the permission of the creator. And the creator says, ”I decree my pain and my suffering. I believe in my lack of worth. I believe in my size and my untalented being” or anything else that you can claim and create with. This is choice. This is choice. This is choice.

Now you feel this and you say, “Yes, of course we create our reality, and we do this on purpose,” but at the same time, you continue to manifest your creations in the negative. Now we say negative without judgment, because we do not judge your creations. God says, the Universe says, “If he wants to be sick, that’s his choice. If they want to make a war, that’s their choice. If they want to believe in life after death or that they rot in a hole, that’s their choice.” We do not demand that you believe anything that you do not wish to believe. You are the one in charge. And your creations, your manifestations, are the livelihood of your consciousness. You bring them forth, you choose them, you learn from them sometimes, and you believe them always, because they are more real to you than your spiritual selves.

Your spiritual selves are creations of a conscious mind, of a decree of the creator in a blink of an eye. You were manifested as consciousness and given the ability to create your own world. You have done this, you do this today, and you do it tomorrow and you do it with embellishment. By embellishment we mean you bring these things forth and then you shape them and beautify them and hug them, even the ones the ones that cause you grief, you embrace.

Now when you embrace your grief, you do two things. You give the grief power, and you also give the grief permission to release, so there’s always a dilemma when you are confronted with your emotional body and its manifestations. “ If I deny my feelings, I will make myself ill.” “If I decide I am not allowed to be angry, I will give myself an illness, so I must give myself permission to have my feelings.” And we say, support you in this a hundred percent, to the extent that you understand that the feelings that you are experiencing have been named by you, have been created by you, are your choice.

Nobody chooses your feelings. You have your responses. You dictate them, and you have programmed them into your consciousness through experience and thorough commerce with others. Commerce means trade. And you do this with your parents, your spouse, your workers, and everybody else you exchange information with about how one behaves. The only reason people cry when they have been left is because people believe that is the expectation. We are not discounting grief. We are not discounting pain. We are simply saying that your programming supports your behavior, and if you wish it, you can embrace it and allow it to release, or you can give it a lot of power and play with it, in a sexual sense, for as long as you wish. If you have a desire for your pain, you can announce it and it will come to you every way it can. That is choice. And that is how powerful you are.

To decide on this night, that there is the only feeling that is created in consciousness is love would knock you out. If it were possible, we would do it with you. You would all fall over if you could understand that love in its truth is the manifestation of consciousness at a high level of understanding. Everything else is false and is a belief in your own separation from Christ, from that that is. Everything else is a belief in your own powerlessness in the face of your own identity as Godhead, empowered, in choice, involved in her, in his, creations.

We are lecturing you tonight, and you are understanding that we say the significance of this at this time is crucial to you. If we were not to tell you this in fullness you would allow yourselves to continue to create your suffering with the intention that it was good and noble and fine and of benefit to you. Suffering does not support you. Pain is a lesson giver, but that is the extent of it. It can motivate you to change behavior that allows more pain, but that is why it’s there. You do not lounge in the pool filled with pain unless you choose it.

Now tonight, your responsibility as a beings of Christ is to change your thinking to a knowledge-based one where you won’t denounce your feelings in favor of fear, but you will allow your feelings to be what they are and move through you without answering to them in their prominence. Don’t glom onto it and say, “ I am in my pain” “I am in my fear” “I am so bad,” “I am so simple” I am so whatever name you give yourself when you’re in fear of who you are. You cannot be anything other than God in body, if you understand this. In truth you are Christ, you are a manifestation of God in a body that walks around and experiences itself as such, if it wishes. If you wish to experience yourself as a dimwit, you will have that experience too, and we will not judge it. We will support you in your choice. Because that is that we do with you. We support you in your consciousness.

Now your soul has mandates. Everybody’s soul comes in with a discretion appointed to them, things they chose to work through physically, psychically, spiritually in a lifetime. And there are encounters with others that create the situations that prompt the growth and the balancing of karma. You are each experiencing this now. Paul is doing a good job of making a mess of it because he doesn’t believe it is all for good. Others are making messes because they fear themselves in their encounters with others. Once you understand that your alignment to your Christed self includes these manifestations of growth, you can then permit them to be less frequent in the Christ frequency that they wish to be part of. (Q: Please explain that?) Because we are saying that when we encounter these situations in a body we have a tendency to wish to relinquish power in the face of fate and move into fear. When you are clearing your karma you are actually engaging with your soul’s destiny, in one place or another, in manifestation, in here and now, and that is part of this process for each of you.

Now, we don’t ask you this as much as remind you, but when you want to grow you have choices of how this growth occurs. You can teach yourself through love if you wish to learn through love or you can teach yourself through fear and embellishment of your own creations, and that means you can create situations that will teach you the difficult way.

Now, this will happen anyway. Nobody is without pain. The Christ suffered on the cross if you recall and suffered greatly as the conscious mind was dismantled in favor of the divine self. The conscious mind, the mind that experiences this reality at the exclusion of the others is the mind that creates the turmoil. The higher self stays very calm in the face of all of this and wonders when you’ll get the message the easy way. So we say to you, you have choices. If you wish to experience your love as the catalyst for your growth, that is an opportunity for you. If you wish to learn through your pain, because that’s what you’ve been able to do until now, you can continue that, but guess what? It’s not required. It’s not required to be in pain to learn your spiritual self’s worth. This can happen in other ways. Paul wonders why he suffers. Why others suffer. Why we encounter such pain. There are many reasons for this. Some of this is karmic, all of it is choice. At the bottom line, it is all chosen because everything is created.

Now, no one is telling you that you made it happen. That you were stupid. That you put a bottle in the ocean with a message of suffering and it washed up a million years later for you to open and experience. It’s not about that, as it is your choice in the daily moment, to experience yourself as the Christ who creates though love. As you do this, you manifest through this choice. As this choice is solved, it brings to it new choices. Paul’s saying “What about the question? Why do I suffer, why do we suffer?” and we will attempt to answer him.

The belief in pain, and the significance of pain as an experience of merit, as a responsibility, as a choice, has been held by him, by everyone here, for a millennium. The belief that you learn this way, that if you don’t have it you are shallow in your experience or discovered ignorant because you don’t feel, are creations of the mind. Now we will tell you this. There are people on this planet who do not feel pain and we would not trust them with anything, because these people have actually created a reality that does not support humanity and truth. We are simply saying truth as a vehicle includes pain, but it is not the vehicle for learning unless it is chosen to be. If you continue to kick a horse that is dead, in an attempt to get the horse to get up, you will break your foot. You can also walk away. You can also listen differently, and learn that you have a dead horse on your hands and that there’s no use kicking anything.

So, there’s much to say in this subject, however, the big deal has been stated, and we said to you five or six weeks for your creations of the mind to shift is essential to the next steps of your discernment as your Christed self. This is not a little issue. It’s a big issue. It’s choice. It’s allowance, and it’s freeing, to the extent that you liberate yourself to allow it to be free.

This will manifest in several ways. Some of you will begin to believe you that know everything, and suddenly you feel like you know everything and nobody can teach you anything, and then you’ll wake up very quickly to your thinking and what it brings you. Others of you will believe that you know nothing, that all you believed in is suddenly unfounded and you won’t know which way is up. And others of you will be undertaking this as a lesson, you you will say “What am I experiencing now? What is there for me to learn? What is my consciousness telling me? Am I in my defeat? Am I in my truth? Am I in my discernment and my consciousness, or am I simply limiting myself again by my belief in my own limitations?” This is crucial. We will simplify it for Paul who is questioning us behind the curtain. We will tell him this:

What we are speaking of is process that will be undertaken by each of you for five, six weeks depending on your willingness to shift into a new way of idealizing consciousness to be limitless, to be in a foundation of Christ and not the ego that says “No, I’m not worth it.” So each one of you must assume themselves to be in a learning process now and to understand that this will manifest for you differently, each of you, as the passage continues.

We began last week by telling you “This is it. You have made the choice. You are doing this work. It is not easy work. It is happening now and you are a vessel for the consciousness that is the Christ to be made manifested in.” That was the promise last week, and the next five weeks to six weeks are a process of integration of consciousness to allow the foundation of this to be held. We cannot hold the foundation without your permission, so we are asking for your permission to hold this for you and to teach you and to christen you, as it were, into your “selves”, for lack of a better word.

Now when we say self, we do not mean that you will you lose yourself. You will gain yourself. You will become yourself as you truly are, and that which is fake, that which is brought forth in fear, that which is eliminated, will be wonderful and a huge relief. Now you ask yourself “What will I do once I am this person who believes himself to be the Christ?” We will tell you very simply. You will become a teacher of the Word. That is the choice you will make. You will become a teacher of the Word and you will write, and you will speak and you will heal and you will listen and you will touch and you will embody and you bless as is appropriate to your gifts in this lifetime. You will not be cleansed of the gifts you have been given because they are the gifts of the Christ embodied as himself. So if you are a teacher, you will teach. If you are a listener, you will listen, and if you are a healer, you will touch, but you will know what your job is because you will not be able to allow it to stand by the wayside anymore. It will be made manifest through you and of you in your life, because you choose it.

Nobody makes you do anything, by the way, in spirit. The moment somebody says to you in spirit “Get on the horse and ride,” you had better find another teacher. So we are not telling you that. We are saying that you are in choice with this. You have the honor to do it, you have the listening to do it, and you have the creations in your life that have stood in the way that are ready to be leaving. One at a time! And one at a time is good enough for now.

Earlier, we said if everything was love, you would fall over in fear because you would not know what it means to be without your selves in its embellishments. You would not understand it. But we say to you, you are releasing one at a time, we’re with you, we’re tired too, because it’s a lot of work, but we are understanding that you can understand that you are engaged in this process. This has been a long teaching tonight, and you are angry because you want the energy to start flowing. It’s here. It’s doing its work. You are present for it.

(The following is an excerpt from a group channeling and energy session held in New York City on 1/22/09. The lecture portion of the channeling is included in full. It was followed by group and individual energy work.)

We want to talk to them. We want to start with energizing the group, because this is a requirement tonight. Paul’s system is low. You are not low. We want to shift the energy to congruence so the work can happen effectively for each one present to know themselves as light.

Now, the work of the night, as you will see it, is very specific to the requirements of creating new intentions for yourselves to work through. On another level, the work that will happen is a change in identity. And in identity we mean the creation that you have assumed the self to be in this life. The creation that you have made form to is re-identifying itself as light. And the changes that happen on a chromosomal level are shifting you and much of the residue is flying, and that is part of what is happening right now. On another level, the ego self, which has the investment in its creation’s solidity, is fighting the aftermath of the changes that you have called forth. And this is why fear resumes and creates chaos. Because when you are in that chaos that is created by ego, you invest in ego. That is the answer and the way this continuum habituates itself in your lives.

So, there are several things happening at once. On a personal level, you each are wondering what the shift means to your lives. And we want to tell you one thing: It is not about ease. And there is a belief right now that when you incarnate as yourself in a higher level you become “easy.” Now that is a wonderful ideal, but it is not a free ticket from your issues. In fact, to have issues that you are not invested in identifying and releasing through this shift will create more problems for you.

Now sit back. We said we wish to create congruence for the energy to fly, and that is what we will intend tonight; so be allowed to be in your space and set this intention: You are only receiving those energies which are for your highest good in the perfect amounts needed for your healing and evolution at this time. Word I Am Word through this intention, Word I Am Word. Receive love in through the crown center down, and allow this to come in through the seventh system and anchor itself at the base of the spine. Allow the energy to do the work please. Remember once again, that once the intention is set, the demands of the work will happen in their own accordance. It’s simply like saying “Do I have to shovel after I’ve just created the hole?” The hole is ready to be filled and we do the work with that energy.

Allow the energy to come through the seventh down. Let it come, let it come, let it come. Receive a hand on the fourth center, heart, fourth center, and let yourself be filled. Let it come in as it’s needed. Receive love in through the seventh down. Feel this please, and allow your energy field to be assumed by love.

The pieces of the self that have been fragmenting in your lives over the last six weeks have come up for identification. Each one of you knows what we mean. Now what we mean by this on a larger level are those aspects of the self that you have created that need release, and they have come up in ways that are specific to your understanding. For example, “My fear of my blank” – whatever has come up. Change is a general term, but if it’s loss, if it’s depression, if it’s fear of anything that has come up, it has come up at this time to be regarded as what it is and to be allowed to be released in its fullness. To give it to God, to bid it farewell for good, is the intention.

Now, when you hammer something flat, and you make it flat, it is still there but it is in another form. And what we are saying to you is, to crunch something down, to suppress it, to remold it, is not to transform it, it’s to recreate it someplace else. Do you understand? So the tendency is always to say “I don’t do this now” “I sort of changed it” “ I’m better” “I’ve completed it but I know it’s still hanging out there.” Well, we are telling you now that these things that are up must be leveled, but need to be released as well. They cannot be shifted in comfort. They have to be assumed and released. So we will work you on this tonight.

Now, the requirements of this exercise are to create a new form, one that no longer requires the old identity to invest itself in form. And what we mean by this is simple: If suddenly you create a new form that you will fill with your consciousness, what aspects of the self would you not wish to retrieve and carry with you on this journey?

So you are going to create a statement for yourself at this time to resolve to release those impediments which are blocking you from your own requirements for psychic and spiritual and emotional wholeness. Your physical bodies must be addressed as part of this, because the physical body cannot go through the intended changes without realigning themselves to this intention. So, if you are carrying with you an issue of the body, you do not want to bring it into the new form because you assume you should have to, do you understand this? The assumption is that the organ that you had removed is gone is true, on one level, but on the etheric level it is still quite visible. So you are bringing in the healthy part of you with you. You are bringing in the healthy body, the clean mind and the loving heart and the beautiful soul that has been created to know itself as the creator. You are doing this though intention, to align yourself to your highest good. And with that reform as the intention, you will do this now by saying to yourself:

“ I am creating a new form, and with this new form I bring only that which serves my higher purpose. With this new form I relinquish the past identification with the self that rules through fear. With this self, I create a new ideal for who I am to be in my higher grace. And with this intention I align to the powers that will bring this into form for my highest good. I do this through my free will, with the love of God and with the hand of the Christ guiding my path. I no longer fear the resolute change that is the requirement of my identity’s surfacing as the truthful soul incarnate. “

We are not releasing who you think you are. We are releasing who you are not and have never been in truth. And that is the gift of this choice. But understand, please, that through the acknowledgment of this, you will transform, and when we said it’s not an easy ride, we were not lying to you. However, we will support you in your journeys every step and every breath of your waking moments, and we will comfort you in your sleep, and you will know us as your guides because we have worked with you all in different ways through your lifetimes. Now, you have stated this intention, and now we wish to give it form:

“I Am Word through this intention to be realized in my new form. Word I Am Word through this intention, Word I Am Word.” Feel this please, get ready for it, your time has come, children.

The vessel that you have owned as your body is now shifting. And the soul that you are created in is shifting. And the identity that you have held is beginning to understand that the move is permanent. Now you will each know, as the next two weeks pass, what has been undertaken tonight. And the proof will come to you in similar ways to what you experience when you understand something for the first time that you that always thought you knew, but didn’t. It will be that recognition of yourself in action, empowerment and in truth, in your own understanding of how you have been through how you are not, that will shift you into the understanding of your creations. You are not uncreated. You have been created and the creation is a continual process. It has does not stop once you have begun. Nothing is stagnant, least of all the human consciousness, the soul and the physical forms that it takes on. You expect to see your bodies change. You expect to see yourself learn anew. And you expect some aspect of spiritual comfort through your journeyings. But that is a low expectation when you really think and understand about the possibilities that are available to you through these times.

We wish to tell your right now that the times are significant. What is being endeavored to take on with you is happening in a multitude of places. This is once cell in many in a deep organism of transformation. Now we are not selfish and we do not bequeath this love on the few who come weekly for a meeting of the group. We endeavor to do this on a larger scale, but you are the ones who will do that work though your own identity and through your own consciousness in regard to yours soul’s intention to realize yourself in service to the higher good. This will happen unconsciously, this will happen easily and you will be the benefactors of the changes that are coming to many because you will be identified of having created a shift on a higher level that others will then resonate with, and then begin to shift of their own accord.

So we are telling you some important things. We ask you, though, to remain in your humility though the transformation. You are simply the vessel though which the change occurs. And to invest in the ego self as separate or different will reestablish the egos primacy in the face of spiritual growth. It’s not necessary. Paul wonders, “Is the ego a bad thing?” and we say, of course not. It has its role, but is role is not to make itself special for the significant attention that it might draw. That is not the path of the spirit. That is the path of the ego. So we say to you, how you will be called to serve will be your endeavor and you will be chosen according to your abilities and to your significance in service. This means, are you honored through your service, and we’ll say, yes you are, to the extent that you are willing to realign yourself to service as part of your calling.

Now, to ask yourself, tonight, “What am I gonna do?” would be false, because the forms that you are taking will show you. You will know. That is the change. You will know. You will not ask. You will know. You will see yourself, and you will see your true self. You will know yourself, and you will identify yourself as your true self, and that which has stood in the way of that magnificence will rely on itself to hold its prominence, but it will not be able to do so as long as your intention has been created to inhabit your new form in its fullness and in its beauty and in its magnificence.

We honor you each, because it’s not an easy path. And we say it’s not easy not because it’s any harder than any other path that one can choose, but only in that it continues to reestablish itself daily, and at a momentary level, so that the security that you seek through your identity is not as easily found when your identity is so present in its consciousness. The fact that you have been a banker or a teacher or a librarian loses its significance. It becomes part of what you do but it is not the prime action of your identity anymore. And what you will reestablish instead is your ownership of your Christed self.

Now, you ask, what is the Christed self? Paul wants to withdraw more fully so that he can get this correctly because he wonders all the time what the heck we talk about. But we say Christed self. Christed self is the manifestation of the God self in its fullness and in its glory as habituated though the physical form incarnated within you. It is to be God, the aspect of God that can be risen within mankind’s consciousness in form. That is what it means. It does not mean you become someone else. It means you become what you are in truth. What you are in truth is the Christ and the forgetting of that has gone on for far too long to be corrected at once. So we do it though individuals and we do it though collections and we do it again and again and again until we can assume the form through you to realize who you are as the Christed selves you were intended to be.

Now, you ask “Do I keep my apartment?” “ Do I keep the cat?” “ Do I love my husband still?” We say you will choose what you choose from a space of consciousness that will be much more clear than you have identified with previously. And identification is the key word we have come to, again and again tonight. To identity the self as the Christed self is the step of the being enabled to respond to the mission of this time. Period.

So we will tell you this. The work you have come to do is not little. It is not big. It is deeply truthful. It is deeply important. And it is time. So we thank you for your attention tonight and we will give you work to speak of and to accept as the night continues.