Paul Selig

(The following is a transcript of the lecture portion of a group channeling held in NYC on February 26, 2009.)

So we’re going to talk first about the last two weeks, because that’s how long it has been since we’ve attended to you as a full group, and the ammunition that you have built up is really ready to fire. Which means the changes are coming now, they are rapid fire, they are correct, they are required and they are your choice. We say they are your choice because it cannot happen without your permission, and the recognition of this will transpire in this week’s time.

“I have a choice. I have a choice. I have a choice.” You affirm this each time you’re here, however, you understand that it’s mostly conjecture. “I’m giving my permission.” “Okay if it happens.” “I can handle it.” But that’s very, very different than affirming, “Yes. I am changing. I am willing to change. I am committed to my path” in a real time situation that confronts your belief. It’s easy to be a Protestant when you are with the Protestants. It’s a lot tougher when you’re with the Catholic in an Irish slum. And we do not use that lightly. You each have issues that are going to be confronted in the coming weeks about requirements for your own beliefs that you can do this work in a way that is triumphant and grand and active as opposed to frightened, convenient and worrisome.

“I am only in the Christ when I convene with my fellows on Thursday night when it’s safe for me to say I am doing this work. When I‘m someplace else and my fellows would not be open to it, I’m going to keep my mouth happily shut.” Now get this: No one is going to require you to announce yourself to the world. That is not the point here. But there is a point when each man and woman must say, “I am confirming my path. I am doing my work. And I don’t need somebody else to tell me that it’s okay or not to be on my path.” And when we say confronted, it might be as simple someone saying to you “What is this crap?” Or “Aren’t you going to our church anymore? “ or “What did you believe before this?” How come you can’t articulate what you believe now, other than to say, “I guess I get it?”

Well, you’re in ownership now of your path to the extent that you say “yes.” And when you say yes, you stand firm in your truth and no one can blow you over, as it were. No one can say no but you. You are the only one that can say no to you anymore in regards to your faith, in terms of your belief, in terms of your own mission as a Christed soul.

Now, no one is coming to burn the witches again, it’s not that kind of thing. And no one’s here to tell you that you’re going to be confronted in a way that you cannot handle. However, you don’t have to answer “yes” until someone asks you the question “What do you care about? What does this mean to you?” and to the extent that you deny it, you actually hide your light under a bushel, as it were.

Now again, you are not being told to stand on a street corner and talk about things that are far from your truth. It’s not about that kind of action. It is about affirming your own worth, your own identity, your belief in your soul’s mission to align to your higher frequency. Period. We call this frequency the Christ. You can call it what you like. It’s the same thing regardless of the vocabulary you appoint to it. So are we being clear? You have choices. You will face them. Nothing happens badly. It’s only about understanding that you can do this, and when you do this, you become affirmed in your own soul’s identity by confirming your actions when you are confronted with someone who says, “What the heck is that? Why are you doing it? What do you believe in really?”

Now you’re not supposed to know everything. No one knows anything, really. And we’re going to say this to you very simply. We’re going to a ask that people be still now in body, too, because the energy is going to start to come through you. And we’re going to work with your bodies as Paul begins to shift out of the lecture and into the workshop portion of this night. However, what we want you to understand is, that when you change patterning, when you chose a new way of being, everything changes around you. You cannot expect the same view of the window of the car when you go down a new road. The comfort of the old road is placid and allows you, instead, to begin to focus on your interior. But the focus on the road before you is a road of word and action, “I am in my Word, I am in my action, I am in my truth, and there is no one and nothing that can change that.”

Paul has been asking questions lately, and the questions are as follows: “What happens when we do this work? What changes when we do this work? What do we believe and how do our beliefs change?” Some of this has been chronicled already, and this is important, and it is important that if you have not been attending, you read up and see what has been spoken about, because we have been used to repeating information here to bring everybody up to speed. And because the time is now compressing and things are moving very rapidly, we would prefer not to.

Time is changing. Things are happening quickly. You are going to understand things now that would have taken you years to get in the lesser frequency. The frequency now is attuned to you and to your growth. Not just this group, but all the groups, and not just these people, but all the people. Everybody’s getting it, in one way or another. And the amplification of this information and the energies that correspond to it is what’s shaking everything up so much. So each of you now has choices and Paul’s questions, such as they are, those that have not been answered, will begin to be answered along with yours in the weeks to come.

We are now transmitting through Paul a manuscript, a manifesto about what it means to become aligned to the higher frequencies. And this workshop, this school, this class is actually going to be the way that the work comes through the physical bodies and the consciousness because, in many ways, you have chosen to align to this work and to vibrate at the frequency that we call the Word. So in a funny way the laboratory that you are in is going to be spinning and spinning and spinning until everyone is caught up,

You have choices here. If you don’t want to change, you should stop attending. If you don’t want to know yourself, you should find another group that does not regard itself as intended to know. If you don’t want to listen to the vibration that you are, you should watch television instead. Now we are not being hard, we are being honorable by saying to you each that if you want to do the work, the work is gonna happen, and if you don’t want to do the work, the work will not happen. But others must do the work, and this group can only sustain the energies of those who are moving forward.

The vibrations that are lower and hold onto the past are very, very active now. Everybody is confronting them. And everyone is saying “No, I don’t want to see it, I don’t want to remember it. I don’t want to feel it and I don’t want to be it.” Every one of you is experiencing this and this is part of the resistance to the transformations that you are incurring through the vibration of Christ as it manifests through you. That which is anointed brings forth anointment. That which is holy brings forth holiness. And that which is fear can only bring forth more fear. So the choice to listen to the higher frequency in the face of the lie, in the face of the fear, is a magnificent one, but it’s a big one, it’s not easy and each one of you present must be aligned to the promise that you are willing to move through this.

Why do you all believe that convenience is the key to growth? Why do you all believe that listening is the same as knowing? And why do you all understand only that information which pleases you and corresponds to what you want to know because it keeps you safe? We are telling you bluntly because we put up with Paul and his tantrums for about a month, and several of you here are part of that, and you are in your own tantrums as well, and we honor them all in love and laughter and high regard. But we say to you this: Everything that is up now is up for a reason. Everything that is called into your face is present for knowing. And there is no one here who is without purpose in this change. There is no man here who is not aligned to his willingness to grow and there is no woman here who is not aligned to her promise to realize herself as the vibration in the Word.

So we are not telling you that we’re being angry. We are being firm. Because it is time now to get this show on the road. And it’s a big show everybody. It’s not a little one. There are things that are changing in a higher frequency that will begin to dismantle that which you believe to be true. Not only about yourselves but about your worth, about your being, about your sexual self, about your identity, about what you love and think and believe to be true. This is a big time. And we honor it. Now don’t suffer it. Don’t say “This is gonna be terrible.”

When you walk through a house of mirrors, you confront distortion. And you expect the distortion to be there in the funny mirrors. And guess what everybody? You’ve been in the house of mirrors all your life. And the reflections that you have seen and believe to be true are passing. And what is on the other side of this house is a house with no mirrors, but a clear reflection of who and what you are. And we bless you in this.

So when we say it’s not an ordeal, let it be no more of an ordeal than walking through the house of mirrors and then breathing the fresh air that stands on the other side. Everyone here has a mission to achieve in their lifetime. Everyone here has a knowing of that mission on a cellular level. Everyone here has a belief that they are worthy of it. And anything this is so true cannot be lied about by you to you or through you. You have to claim your own knowing now. You have to claim your own vibration now. And you have to be in the energy of the higher frequency to move through the changes that you are incurring through this intention:

“I Am Word through my being, Word I Am Word, I Am Word through my vibration, Word I Am Word, I Am Word through my knowing of myself as Word, Word I Am Word.”

This is sealed into your frequency. Each one of you has done this through intention. And we have said this to Paul earlier this week: That the frequency of the Christ, which is being established within each of you, which is grounding in you in a manifestation has needed a foundation with which to hold. And this foundation has been set. It has been imprinted in your field, and in your frequency. It is as if the seed has been planted and nothing else can happen but that the seed grows the fruit of what it is intended to be. And that is light. And that is manifestation of Christ consciousnesses and awareness of the self as a light on earth. Period.

That is the work of the time. That is it. Don’t fight it. Let it be. And let the waves carry you forward, as it were, and not backwards. Because the backlash, the residue of moving backwards is sad and harmful to you at this time. This is not meaning you are abandoning anything that you require. Understand this. You are moving forward in your choice, and what you leave behind you is what was manifested in fear, in doubt, in unknowing of your own worth.

Each of you has created things that stand in the way of your growth. They are boulders on the path and they must be released. And the light frequency will do it. But understand that these creations were imported by you for reasons you needed at a specific time in your life, in your development as a soul, in a past self’s carnation, all of these things, regardless, created problems that are now forced to be reckoned with. Period. So when you see the boulder on the road, you call forth the Word. You activate the self. “I Am Word through this thing I see before me. I Am Word through this pain. I see myself as knowing the answer. Word I Am Word through this intention. ” And then I move forward in my honor, and in my bravery.

We do not want you to delude the self and think that you are all powerful and that your problems are going to be vanquished in two weeks when you have sealed the foundation. What a foundation is, is that which holds firm the woodwork, the structure, the beams of the house that is being created in the likeness of God. That is what is happening here. For each of you. Don’t doubt it. Paul doubts it and gets yelled at. You don’t need to.

Now we say yell lightly. Nobody is really yelling, and Paul is loved deeply, as are all of you. We are simply trying to reinforce the idea that the times are changing rapidly. This country is change. This planet is in peril, and the transitions that are being made now in consciousness are required to hold the grid of light so that this planet can evolve to its next level of truth in frequency.

This is not about your personal growth anymore. This is not about your feeling better when you walk into an ashram. Or when you feel with your love. Or when you play with your crystals. Those days ended a long time ago. This is about the survival of the species in a higher frequency. The planet is changing, those on it are changing, and there is not time to play around anymore with the games of “I am good enough, or am I not good enough?” or “Is this a bunch of crap, or is it not?” Do you understand this? Those are the games of children, and you have played them well, but we honor you now as adults coming into their own wisdom as Christed beings, and we are discerning you as love incarnate as light incarnate and the embodiment of God, as is all mankind.

No one is without this. Again, again, again. No one is without this, and the belief in specialness will immediately squelch the higher frequency that is trying to align, so please don’t go there. It’s not required. That is the old paradigm.

Everybody knows what’s really happening on a certain level. Everybody on the planet’s already aware that we are on the shift of a mass change in consciousness, and this has to happen now or never. Do you understand this? This is not a doomsday prophecy. We do not do that. However, it would be wrong minded of us not to tell you truth, and that is there is not time to play at your healing and your growth and your intention anymore. You’re either doing it by your will, or you’re dragged along in your resistance, or you’re gonna to stand by the side of the road and pretend that the parade isn’t really happening even though it feels like it, it looks like, and it sure sounds like it. Don’t you understand? Thank you.

Now we have talked a lot, but there are reasons we have talked a lot. And it’s because it’s significant that you each engage now in completeness with the willingness to serve the light. Please understand this. The willingness to serve the light means this: You will align yourself to your true purpose, whatever that may be, and you will bring to it your will, and that is all that is needed. You don’t have to know something you don’t know. You don’t have to go out and feed the poor, or teach, or do whatever’s not right for you. However, to be in service at this time will bring you into alignment more quickly than anything else we could tell you.

So at this time we ask you to affirm the following: “I am willing now to be in service to my light body, to my need to align to the Christ consciousness. I affirm my willingness to serve and I bring forth the knowledge that I need to do this in alignment with my higher will. Word I Am Word through this intention. Word I Am Word.”

Now get to work everybody. And we don’t say this lightly. Get to work, get to work, get to work. Do the jobs you have come for, and do them with love. Do them with a high frequency and do this with choice. To be in love is the mission of the time. To deny love is to deny the mission of the time. To be in love is to be in the action of God. To deny love is to deny the soul’s purpose. To be in the Christ is to be in the realization of the self in your holiness, in your manifestation. To deny the Christ is to be in your fear and in your ego self that wants everything his way now. Period.

So get ready for the change. You’ve said yes. You can say yes again every time you doubt. And if you want to say no, and sit under a tree and think about it, you may do that as well, until it’s time to get up again and move. No one is going to drag you against your will to your own light body, in feeling and in frequency. Period.

Now we get to work on your fields. We said earlier that your fields have established the Christ frequency embedded in them, imprinted in them, like a slogan, or a logo, or a seal in your energy field that affirms “I am Christ incarnating as myself.” It’s really that simple. So why not begin to feel what it feels like to be this frequency? Why not understand that it is not conjecture but a physical reality that we are discerning in and through you, one that can be experienced and aligned to frequency-wise so that you can work with it in your lives?

I am in Word. I am in the Word. I am in my knowing of the Word. I am in my energy frequency. And when I am in my energy frequency, I can do things at a higher frequency than I could at a low one. The sick can be healed at a high frequency. Matter can be transformed at a high frequency. Thoughts can be let go of that have ruled your lives at a high frequency. So why not go to the high frequency and remain there and see what it feels like?

Paul is seeing an image of a man balancing plates in the air on sticks, and that is what it has felt like to him to stay in balance through the changes of this time. It’s an accurate depiction of one who feels the need to control his environment by keeping all his plates in the air and in balance. If the sticks were not there to hold the plates up, they would fall to the ground and shatter, and that’s why he does this.

You each do this as well. You hold what’s important to you above you and then you try to keep it aloft with your intention. But the intention is not always a good one. It’s usually about saving something that doesn’t need to be there anyway. So we’re going to work with a new metaphor for Paul so he can get rid of the dangling plates. And you don’t have to follow this one either, if you don’t want to, but it will help you.

We ask you to see your life before you as a landscape. And as a beautiful landscape. And what lies on the landscape before you is a path. And it is a straight path. And when you enter onto that path, that which you need is presented to you in form. That which you require for your growth, that which you require for your love, that which you require for your sustenance are all presented to you, as you need them.

And on this path you walk by yourself and you see before you the other travelers on the road. And with their blessing, you acknowledge the Christ in them as you acknowledge the Christ within yourself. And you bow to the beauty that is before you in your fellow man, in your fellow woman. You bow to the magnificence that is created in God’s likeness. That is your job as a Christ, to bow before the creations of the Father and to witness them in their beauty and in their fullness. Period.

The road lands before you. It is never ending. You are always on a path of understanding and achievement in consciousness. So why do you get so frightened when a dish crashes to the ground before you? It was just a dish. You don’t always have to clean them up either; sometimes they just go away, because the path has led you forward anyway. Speak of this as a meditation that you can each do on your own when you worry about your lives:

“I am walking on my path. That which I need is presented to me in perfect ways. I am not longer afraid of the residue of my past catching up to me. Because the past is over. I have released it. I am free in my understanding of myself as the Word. I Am Word through my being, Word I Am Word. I Am Word through my forgiveness of myself for all things, past, present and future, Word I Am Word. I Am Word through the blessings that are forthcoming in my life through this time, and through all times. Word I am Word through this intention, Word I Am Word.”

(The following is the lecture portion of a group channeling held in NYC on February 19, 2009. It is recommended that you read the channelings in order.)

We have to talk about things. Because the intensity has been getting to Paul and actually each one of you is connected into his system as he transitions though this next phase of identity. So, in fact, go one go all, over the light bodies you are running towards.

Now we say to you each that this is a wonderful thing, and that the transformations that are being undertaken by you as a group are wonderful and remarkable and direct. And we say direct because we understand what it means to be direct in energy. Now when you have a focus on something, and you choose it, you see the direct line before you and you operate as one energy going there. That is how you take a trip. That is how you buy something in a store when you decide, in advance, what you need. And, in fact, what’s happening now is a direct line to your new creation as an identity, as a soul remarkably embodying himself as Word.

Now you each are saying this: “Okay, so what? I am doing it. I am trying so hard. Things don’t feel that different. Things feel terrible in fact. Why don’t I know what I’m doing? Why don’t I know who I am and what I am to make of this time?” If you can understand right now that the realization is a progressive one, it does not happen like a lightening bolt, you will begin to see that you are in progress every day, in progress, every day, a little bit more attuned to the frequency of Word.

Now you are asking yourself, Paul “What does it mean that I go first?” or “What does it mean that they pick up on my stuff? Does this mean that if they have a hard time it’s because I’m going through something?” Absolutely not. On a causal level, the changes are profound. The emotional self, the self that is in transit right now, is in restructuring mode. Things are releasing. Things are coming into play that were not able to come into play before because there was nothing to play it on. So as your frequency rises you shift your thinking and your identity changes because the old thoughts are not transforming, they are releasing, and the new thought that comes in has to make itself comfortable

Now we are not telling you that you are drawing things in from the outside as much as you are incarnating as what you are. You have been told this before. You are incarnating as what you are, as the vehicle of the divine, as the self-incarnate, as Christ. Now each of you has an understanding of what that means. And the magnificence of it, in our perspective, is a real one, is a substantial one, and is one that should not be taken lightly.

Each one of you present has a calling, as it were, and the calling is to be self-realized as soul’s intention for the self. And the soul’s intention for the self is to be the Christ. We have said this several times, we will continue to say it, because ultimately it happens through your own willingness and allowance of the dissemination of this information into the cells of the body. You work it into the consciousness you exist in, and into the fabric of your being. You are each wonderful in your way and we are seeing you already in your completion. We are seeing you already in your divine self and the fabrications, those things that have stood in the way of this realization are being dismantled by you, one at a time, as you move through this process. Each one of you is having to face the self as he is and that is without armor, without fear, without respect for those things for those things that have hindered you from seeing the self fully in the past.

You each have a promise to make now: that you will be kind to the self as you move through this process, as you transition into the Christed self that you that you are as you decide, once again, that you are worth the journey home. We are telling you this now because it not a simple one, as we must have you understand that the losses that you will see in your lives are actually visible. They are not little things. They are pieces of the self that have held themselves as strong and substantial, as who you are. And you can imagine them falling away. Paul is seeing in his mind’s eye a sea wall falling into the sea. And that is much what it is like when the identity that has been created begins to fall away to expose the truth that lies beneath it. What has been created falls away and what is exposed is the truth of being.

Now we say to you this. You do not need to be frightened of the progression. You do not need to stand away and worry that you are losing your jobs. You do not have to fear that. Paul did, but you don’t have to. You can move forward in your identities to the extent that you are willing to understand that they are creations and that that is what it is. And what is created by you will fall away if it no longer serves your higher good. That is a promise. It will happen gently. And it will come in a way that you are freed by and gently opened up to. Nobody is in catastrophe here. Nobody is worried about this and no one needs to.

Paul says “Do we all go on the breadline now? Is that’s what’s happening?” And we are telling him no no no no no. Absolutely not. Everybody’s safe. However, what is not safe is/are those things that were manifested out of a dark place, out of a space of fear, out of a space of neediness, out of a space of responsibility to your own fears. When you create something from that place, you create a problem. When you create something from your light, you don’t create a problem, you create more light.

So if you could understand that you have long held a fear of being with someone in a certain way, that kind of fear has created those relationships for you. If you understand that your belief in your own nervousness has kept you away from other people, then you will understand that the nervousness has created a form of solitude. If you understand that your bodies needs in excess have created situations that hamper your being and ability to be seen or to be intimate or to be alone with the self comfortably. Those creations will be addressed too. Nothing’s sacred in this regard.

If you understand that if you are frightened, you create something out of that fear and that fear-thing that has been created will now be dismantled and released, and that is the end of it. That means the habituated behavior that you know and count on cannot be counted on anymore. It will go quite fast at this at this time. This is about assembling the new self. And if you can imagine the self on the railway of the production line, the parts that no longer fit are falling off right and left, and the new parts are coming through beautifully. The new parts are not assembled, they were already there, they just didn’t have room before because the old self was pushing them away. Are we making sense to you tonight? This is about response to your choice to become yourself incarnating as your Christed self.

Now we ask you this. What happens when you fear this? What happens when you say, “Oh my God, I didn’t bargain for this one. I like my pain enough. It’s comfortable to me. I like my solitude. I didn’t create it out fear. I like my body’s needs. They give me a good time.” We are not discounting those things. But we are telling you this. If you want them back, you can have them back. But to the extent that you take them back is the extent that you hold the self back from your own growth, period. You can choose it, you can keep it, it’s your own thing.

Imagine that in your closet you have a shoebox where you keep your old papers from that terrible divorce. Now we are saying to you, throw the box out. Who needs it? But you’re going to feel much more comfortable knowing that it’s there. Because it it’s not there you have an empty space in your closet and who are you without that old pain and that old fear and that old troubling box keeps you safe. Do you understand this? This is how you operate. Everyone does. It’s habitual. Get ready for the new habit. What’s the new habit? We will tell you.

The new habit is light. To be in light where you have not been in light is the choice you are making. To be in truth where you have been in deception is the key. And the understanding of this time as remarkable will show you through this time more comfortably than you would otherwise. If you say to yourself, “Oh boy here we go again. We’re going through some changes. I’m on for the ride.” You’re gong to have a much better time of it than if you say “Get me off the ride” and the ride is already in motion. The ride is on. You’re on it. Guess what? Everybody’s on it. You’re just being told what it is. Do you understand this?

Now your arrival at the end of the ride. That is what you want to know about. When do I get off the ride? How do I feel at the end of the ride? Was it a good ride, or did I just loose all the money out of my pockets when we went up the steep hill on the roller coaster? Did I keep my wig on? Do I still have a husband or did he fall off the side of the car?

These are valid questions. Guess what? Where you get off at the end of the ride is as yourself. Is as yourself, as who you are, without embellishment. Without the fake self standing in the way of the true light that you are. That’s the best example we can give you. You want to know how your life will be changed and we will express to you this. The life will changed by your chosen response to that which is around you. You will choose differently. You will be different so you cannot choose in the same ways. The woman you are may choose a different clothing to adorn herself than she might have in the past, because the old self had a predilection for one thing that was actually based on an idea she had when she saw someone pretty in magazine on a day when she did not feel pretty at all. The man you are may choose a different partner than you would have chosen because your desires have been transformed by your opportunity to release that which was created by you out of fear or out of childhood trauma.

Everybody has trauma. Everybody does. Nobody gets through this time without it. But things that are created in trauma usually become barnacles on the soul. They cast off at this time as the light frequency manifests itself more fully and builds in vibration. Then the barnacles cannot hold. They fall away. But they try to hang on because you are their survivor. These are things that you have created out of trauma that you identify as the self. Paul has many of them. Stavros has several. Debbra has some. Everybody has some. Nobody’s exempt. So you all have some barnacles. So let’s get rid of them. How’s that for fun? How about that? We will get rid of some barnacles.

Now the choice to do this really has to do with understanding that those things that are there that you assume to be true might not be true. “I only like this type of a woman” “I only date his type of a man” “I have a hunger for a certain food always” “I only want it this way” “I like it that way.” All of these things right now you can assume will be questioned by you as you move forward. And when this happens you go for a moment or two, “Oh boy, wait a moment, I don’t like this” “I never liked Thai food” “I never liked women that were bigger than me” “I never liked ugly people.” All of those things you thought were the case suddenly go into question, and you fight.

Now nobody right now is going to tell you that this means that you will choose differently than you would have normally, with the exception for those things that were created out of a negative place, out of a place of fear, or judgment, or fixed self. You each know people that are so ritualized that they get lost if they don’t have the same meal on the same night each night of the week. That is the person that is going to find himself ordering food from new places because the old food is not there anymore. Bad example, but a good enough example for you to understand that everybody must encounter this. Now we are not telling you you can’t hold onto the old. Each one of you in going to in the way that you want to. But the old will not feel right. The old will feel uncomfortable, and you will feel diminished by the old. “Oh my god, here I go again. I don’t want to feel this way.” And you will feel diminished in your energy. Do you understand this?

Now when you raise your energy that feeling goes away, but in the higher frequency, you will choose differently. Do you understand this? You have to keep open to the possibility that this is going to happen. And there will be no problems with it, except the fear that you are not who you thought you were for a little bit, and that’s about the end of it.

So Paul wants to know what’s next. He’s been through it. You’ve been through it. Everybody’s gonna go through it. It doesn’t have to be hard, we’ve told you this before, but it’s not going to be easy, necessarily, either. Now we say to you, the next two-three weeks are about refocusing the identity. The last two-three weeks have been about feeling it fall away. About feeling the self in uncertainly. “What am I? Where am I? What do I care about? What did that mean? What is now important to me when I don’t have that anymore, or this thing, or that relationship, or the purpose, that I used to define myself by?” These are the things that we discussed. Now we will tell you this.

The next two weeks will be about understanding what you need to do when you get to the other side. It’s more about an understanding of what goes on halfway through a journey. You are not there yet. You have not arrived yet. Yet at the same time you are understanding that the journey is progress, and you are moving towards something.

(The following is a transcript of the lecture portion of a group channeling held in NYC on February 5, 2009. The channeling was followed by individual readings and group and individual energy work. It is recommended you read the channelings in order.)

We have work to resume, and resume we will, because this is imperative that the choices that you make through this period collect themselves and respond to the requirements of your growth. Each time you choose from the place of self worth you impel yourself to cross a bridge into a new identity of responsibility for yourselves. Each time you decide to cross the bridge, you are in a place of unknowing and in a place of worry because you don’t believe what’s on the other side will sustain you. And with that crossing there is grief and there is worry and there is a release of the past self whose dominion was once established and is no longer in charge.

Paul needs quiet for this work. At this time, we are taking him out as far as he will go so that we can through you tonight and speak of the truth that must be understood for your commitment to exchange itself once more.

Now responsibility is a key, and responsibility means this: Once you understand what you want, you go about and you get it, and you take responsibility for the choice you have made and for the actions that you take to get there. And that has always been the case. You have always said, “I want what I want, I’ll get it, and then I’ll deal with the other things that come up in its wake.” And that has been habituated. But for each of you, now, you must see that the choices that you make must be compelled by the truth of who you are outside of the lower energies that you have been engaging with. We understand you each have prominence. You have decisions to make, you have things you must do and identities to keep, and as long as you are engaged in that place, you will not move forward as you would have otherwise. Paul has to step back again. There is noise. We have to move him out quietly so that he can hear us to the extent that we would like to be heard on this night.

Now, responsibility is the word that we’ve have used, and when you ask yourself what areas of your life you take responsibility for you have many, many things to say in its response. When you ask yourself what you want, what you need, you have many things that you can answer to, and you write them down, and suddenly you have a do-list that you can work with. Now these are the ways you’ve done these things in the past, and there is nothing wrong with then, however, the choices you have made in the past have been about intention to serve the self that is in its way out. Do you understand this? “My beautiful clothing.” “The house I wanted so badly.” “The promotion.” There is nothing wrong with anything of these things. They are fine in and of themselves. But once they are the requirements of your soul, they lose their meaning and the soul has lost its way. So we support you now in new choices, in walking across a bridge to a new land where the choices will be made differently.

Now we say choice because it’s an act of engagement. When you set an intention, you are making choices and you are following through energetically, and when you choose something from the Christed self, you can only have the promise of goodness attached to it. You ask yourselves, “Does this mean, I don’t get what I want?” Well we understand that question, but in reality, its not about not getting what you want it’s about getting what is. in this second, in this moment, in this moment, in this impression in time that you have “escaped” to for lack of a better word. Once you manifest in this second, your choices are made in this second. The house that you dream of may not be the house of your dreams given what is on the other side of the bridge you will cross. The man that you love may not be the man that you need when you cross the bridge to your new self worth. The belief that you have that you cannot get what you want without being hurt, or forced or feared is all passing through these times. The requirements now are of creation through the light and not through the base self that has been in prominence up until this time. Period.

The choices that you are making through this time are commitments to a new identity that is inclusive of who you truly are. The belief that you cannot have what you truly want is held in that fear of the old self.

Now ask them each to receive love in through the feet. Ask them each to receive and we will bless the individually as the work continues tonight.

The energy of this day has been frustrated for many of you. You’re each on the brink of change, and yet you are fearing it and that is really what you are responding to. Paul asked today what this was about and we said it is about love and the reception of love. The pain he experiences is the reception of love. Now for each of you to understand what this truly means must mean that you must go into your heart-self and allow yourself to experience love. Once you experience love, you can understand what we mean. For the allowance of love at the deeper level is the deep pain that is experienced when one realizes oneself is one step away from Christ. When one realizes the love of God and understands it but can only experience it in a portion that is allotted because the mind cannot comprehend the worthiness of the soul, we will tell you, the pain is great. When you understand that the love that is available through God, through the Universe, through the Christed self is so enormous that it can hold the world in one light you can comprehend the realization.

Now when you ask yourself, “Do I love?” what does it mean? When you ask this, “Do I love?” does this mean, “Am I a good friend? Am I a father to my child? Am I a husband? Am I a wife? Am I a citizen? Am I a boy or a girlfriend?” How you define love, experience it, becomes your truth, and the depth and truth of love, finally, will be realized by you to the extent that you allow it to be there. The fundamental truth is that love is a manifestation of the God self actively engaged in a light projection with another, with the field of another, with a group, with a race, with a love of all mankind. It doesn’t matter how you energize it. But once you understand fully that love is a vibration that works through you and with you, then you change your course about what you have perceived love to be.

Now the realization of love as a vibration is something that you understand intellectually. “It’s a feeling” “Its an activity” “It’s something I do with somebody I care about.” It’s all those names you give it when you are in love in a romantic sense. However the truth of love, which is the embodiment of love, which is what you truly are, is vastly different. And the compartmentalization of love, as you have claimed it up until now is fraught with disguises, because it presents itself as love when in fact it is claiming another’s will, or body, or fear of rejection or truth. All of these things that get confused with love actually are things that are trying to release at this time. And we will commence with this tonight.

Now each one of you has dictates. And by dictates we mean things that you ascribe to around the issue of love. “I love my husband more than anyone because he is the man I chose.” “I love my boyfriend more than when he is with me than when he is away.” “I love my mother.” “I love my work.” “I love my child.” “I love my bedroom.” “ I love my puppy.” I love my shoes.” These are the ways you use this word and the way you define it becomes your realization of love. The truth of love is much larger than you could understand with your conscious mind. The truth of love, in force, is the act of God incarnating as man. The fact of love in truth is the frequency of all God self realized within men. The action of love is to bequeath this love fully on others in wholeness without judgment and without desire.

Now you want to talk about desire and we will. There is nothing wrong with desire. Desire is a function. But there are different levels of it. And passion is one function of love but it is not love. It is an expression of love at times, but it is not always. And to require love of another is never love. To understand that immediately will free you from many entanglements, and this includes your child, or your dog, or your boyfriend or girlfriend. To love somebody fully is to announce yourself to them in the fullness of Christ and to be in their energy with no judgment at all, and no requirements for them to be any different than they are.

Now if you want to discuss desire again, we will for a moment. And what desire actually is, is a way to appoint frequency in a directed way to enjoy the companionship of someone else. Period. That’s it. It’s about companionship. When you desire someone in your companionship, that is perfectly safe, and it can take many different forms.

Now you ask about the true love that you want. What is a true love? A true love is the one you enjoin with to participate in the action of love. And to understand that love is an action, its an activation, it’s an activity, it’s a doing, then changes your understanding of everything you may have believed love to be. Love is not a fawning. Love is not docile. Love is what one does. When one is in true love, one is doing with the other.

Now knowing this, does true love mean you are sanctified to one person? That is not the case necessarily, however that is how it is habituated in its behavior. That’s how it is understood and expressed through many of you, and we say it’s fine. But is it the requirement? Can one be in true love with significant others at the same time? Of course. God loves everybody individually and collectively at the same time. To diminish your love for another because you are involved with someone else is actually a form of blasphemy, because you decide that love is not warranted.

Now if you talk about desire and love you get into a different ballgame. Because the desire of love expressed through the body makes things appointed differently. And when one is engaged, married or so-called “bonded,” one makes a choice to establish that relationship through cause as the primary one, and rules have been created to protect the relationship from outside encroachment. But to the extent that this encroachment requires someone to relinquish their own love for someone else, we suggest that there may be a faulty patterning here. We suggest that the bond that was created as a rule may not be the higher one. We suggest that the heart always knows where it belongs.

Now each of you wonders, “What is my love? What is the meaning of my love? Where does my love belong?” And we will tell you this. Love directs the action. The mind does not direct the action. The love itself directs the action. When you are in your love you bring to you love. When you love another truthfully, your respond to the other in truth. There can be no lying when love is present. It does not desire. Love is an expression, it is an action, it is a truth. Now the way you confuse it, is to confuse it with the self’s desires, appointments, requirements, decisions.

Now we say to you this: Imagine yourself tonight standing at the foot of a bridge. And at this foot of a bridge, behind you, stands all you have ever known, all you have ever believed, all you have ever trusted, all you have ever decided to be true. That is what is on the continent you stand at the edge of now. See yourself there, please. And see yourself at the foot of a bridge, and before you is an angel. And it is a beautiful angel. And if you look at it closely, the angel is yourself. The angel is yourself realized in its fullness. You are there before yourself in your beauty, in your healing, in your magnificence. And you will take your own hand now, and you will lead yourself across this bridge to the new continent. And you will laugh and you will sing and you will believe in yourself in this place because it is the place of truth and it is the place of wonder.

You will feel your energy shifting as you do this now, and you will ask yourself this: “Am I willing to now to cross this bridge and to be incarnated in its fullness as my true self?” Do you answer yes?

Then we ask you now to see your true self at the other end of the bridge. The self that is realized in its beauty, in its healing. The self that is realized as the Christ, the self that is working with you now to embody itself as you in its fullness. See this person. You are the angel before you. And open hour arms to the angel before you and ask yourself if you’re willing to merge with this light that is in truth your own being. Yes? Ask to merge now and embrace yourself as your christed self. Embrace yourself as your true self. Embrace yourself in love. Embrace yourself in truth. Embrace yourself in healing. Embrace yourself in light. And be aligned to your own self’s worth as a christed being. Align align align. Receive receive receive receive.

Now you are choosing to become yourself fully. And you are choosing to be aware that in this time the changes that you have made have been significant enough to require you to cross a bridge. Now if you ask the bridge to stay there, it will be there, and you can run back across it anytime you want to, to engage with yourself as you were. But if you wish to the desire for this new life to complete itself fully, you will now allow the bridge behind you to begin to dismantle itself so you will not return to what and who you were in a lower frequency before this moment in time.

Now we do not tell you that you are being stranded in a new way. We simply say to you, you are being released in a new way from the past. So we are inviting you to release the part of the self that wishes to return to its old stead and be as he or she was before this merging with your own angel self. Now we say angel self because it’s a terminology. What we are in fact saying to you is, this is who you are. This is your merging with your own frequency as yourself. You are the one here. You are the only one here with you. And we are supporting this fully in our work with you. Period.