Paul Selig

(The following is the transcript of a group channeling that was held in New York City on July 30, 2009. It was followed by group and individual energy work.)

This is about time now, and what time really means to you, and how you process things. And right now, each one of your are in process with the kinds of changes you have inducted through your spiritual work. Each one present, in her way, has made a decision to climb a mountain. And as the mountain is climbed there are different times when the walk strikes one as overwhelming, as impossible, as futile, as wrong.

“How could I have made a decision, in my time, to climb a mountain, not knowing what was on the other side, what was at the peak, what I would stand on, and where I would be?”

These are the questions you have now that bring you into fruition, and actually, if you understand that the questions are part of the map that you are carrying with you as you engage yourselves on this journey upwards, you will understand that it is safe to question and, in funny ways, gives you permission to assess the distance to the highest peak.

Now the one thing you don’t see and are not allowed to see at this juncture is what happens when you ascend to the peak. You have ideas about what it means to be high up in awareness. You have high ideas of what it means to stand above and look at the ground below you with a distance and a consciousness that reflects your efforts. You have an awareness that it will not be what you know, but you do not see where you are going, nor can you yet. And this is part of the journey. It is the faith that is required of the seeker when she transgresses the norm and ascends beyond the limitations that she has bargained for in her time.

Time time time. We will say this again:

You are each framing your experiences in a kind of awareness of time and what that means for you. “How long will it take until I know where I am going? Until I am loved? Until I am seeing myself with the worth that I know I am but cannot access? How do I get this place in time to experience it?”

Now if you understand, once again, that time is created through a system of interactions and agreements, you can actually change time. And changing time means something very simple: When you change time, you make a decision that the rules that have been equated with the systems and agreements are not true, and you transgress, you bypass, you agree on a new ideal. That is where miracles come into play, and it is also why change can be alchemical and not a labored process.

Of course, you could say, “I want to be at the pinnacle today, I want to stand on the mountain and know myself as aware, consciously, of what I am as a true ascended being.” But of course, if we were to say “yes,” you would say “no,” because you have a deep investment still in your ascension, the process of growing into yourself as it were, to be a laborious process.

Now we want to explain what that means, because there are two sides to it:

The first side is you are still attached to the belief that what comes slowly is earned in truth. That is why people who win a lot of money lose a lot of money. They have not earned it in their consciousness, so it does not stay. However the flip side is, that when you choose to do something this rapidly, your understanding of it is bypassed, and the ego and the self that has to navigate a daily life does not have the support of his awareness to make do and assimilate the changes. So you see, the down side is investment and the upside is actually investment as well for protection’s sake.

We once said to Paul that you could be in a map and not know where you were. And in a funny way you are standing right now in a place of unknowing because the map is in you and around you and you are ascending to a place of awareness that is new. We hope we are understanding ourselves when we speak tonight. We are attempting to explain a process of de-systematizing an attachment to time, and this is a little new for us to explain to you, so we will take it very slowly.

As you become attached to your process: “I will not know how to do this until I finish the class and I am awarded the degree, and that must be hard or the degree would not mean anything,” well, that is one way to keep yourself in place and to go into agreement about how hard it can be to change.

On the other hand, you can quite simply say “I am now learning at the rate that I can learn at, and that can be very quickly and the systems that I have believed that would preclude from my awareness, from my understanding and from my achievement will be clearing for me to move fast. I am doing this now with complete integration of my consciousness and my daily life so that they are assimilated and I can function in the new frequency of awareness.” Do you understand? What you have just done then is created a new system that will bring you forth into an awareness of what can be.

We will talk now about what the systems can be and how to change them. Each day when you decide that you are climbing the mountain of your life, you make the decision based on your responses about whether or not it will be difficult or easy. It is always decision that embarks you on any journey. “I don’t want to go to work, its going to be hard” creates hard. Or, “It’s not so important, I might as well have a nice time with the work at hand” makes it easy. So you have re-systematized your creations and created an easier day. When you redesign your systems, you redesign your experience. Now when you want to ascend, which is the work of this group, in consciousness, you choose to do this in several different ways:

Through your actions, through your conscious decisions, through your insights which give you the awareness you need to open yourselves, and through your love. When you are in your love and acting from your love, you are in your ascension, period. There is no other place you could possibly be.

So the choice that you each have is to establish yourselves in these systems as you navigate your day and your ascensions. These are the places to check in on, they are the ways to stand in your understanding and therefore going into your knowing. And you all understand already that knowing and understanding are two vastly different expressions of consciousness.

Now we want to give you gifts tonight, but we also want to teach you something. And it’s about the navigation of the steep hills that you are facing and what you bring to them through your conscious creations:

“I am in mourning” creates your grief. “I am in wonder” creates your wonder. “I am in love” creates your love. They are all conscious actions and expressions of your consciousness that create your lives. And as you continue to become aware that this is what you do now, intended or not, you navigate them as your allies. And as the path reveals itself, you stand up and you claim your knowing as you climb the mountain before you.

Now talking is one thing, expressing it is something quite different. Paul is wondering, “What stops us from expressing ourselves in our knowing, in our actions as love, in our ascension?”

Fear is what stops us. Fear of love. Fear of being understanding. Fear of knowing. Fear of your ascension. All of those things are the rocks that you must bypass or transmute or understand and move in order for you to move past them. To the extent that you bring this to a knowledge of the self, you can begin to work with it practically. And this is your choice. To the extent that you decide, “I want this fear, I want this transgression against my fellow to stay standing still, I want this fear to keep me from my good” you stall your path and you stand on the mountain.

What happens finally is that the wall of mountain that you face in this place becomes familiar to you, it becomes the landscape that you exist in, and you forget that there was a higher place to go. So we are encouraging you tonight to forgive your brother, to release your fear, to stop fearing your ascension, which is coming into your consciousness as a created being manifesting as the Christ consciousness. That is the work of the time. Period.

So we want to give you a little preview what is on the mountaintop so that you can have an awareness that at least this is worthy of the climb, that this is worthy of the investment, and that this is worthy of the honoring of the work that you have committed to.

And we ask you each to receive through the crown center down the awareness of the self as knowing her path in light, the awareness of knowing his path in light. This is very important. All you are doing is receiving through the center of the crown and allowing this frequency to begin to work you. You are being worked through and by this frequency. Let it come, let it come, let it come.

We are working on each of you individually now. And this is being worked with on two different levels: your auric feield and the physical presence that you stand in, so that you can hold this frequency. As you begin to hold the frequency, you begin to embody this, and this becomes who you are. We are working with you each.

Paul wants you to ask yourselves, “Why am I doing this? What is this work and what am I doing it for?” and trust the answer that your receive. As you are doing this, we are working on your energy fields and creating a new system in your frequency to support you as the journey continues upward.

I am Word through my body. Word I am Word.
I am Word through vibration. Word I am Word.
I am Word through my knowing of myself as Word. Word I am Word.

We bring you each the Christ through the heart and third eye. Let it come, let it come, let it come. We are opening you up to your love. Let it come, let it come, let it come. Ask them each to receive a hand on the heart and third eye. “Yes” when you feel it.

We are anchoring you each as love. This is the energy we promise you. At the pinnacle, you become love. Period.

(The following is a transcript of the lecture portion of a group channeling held on July 23, 2009 in New York City. Group and individual instruction and energy work followed.)

We’re going to get busy now, because there are things to discuss and responsibilities to be held to. And what we mean by responsibilities are things those that you create and then decide you have to deal with, and those things that you create and decide you don’t want to deal with.

Now responsibility comes when it is called into you, when you make it, when it is brought to you by another, and then you choose to stay in response. To be in response means to be in engagement. And to be in responsibility means to stand by your choice in significance of the response you have chosen, or the response that has been gifted to you or the response that you have incurred by your actions.

Now it’s all choice, finally. Each one of you stands in choice. And as you stand in choice, you bring things to you and you call things to you that call to them other situations, other circumstances that then must be contended with.

When you decide in fear and you take actions in fear, or you blame, or you counter your own inferiority with blame of another so you don’t have to deal with our own stuff, you are incurring your own responsibilities. When you choose to act in fear and decide that you are right to act in fear, you are trying to sidestep responsibility.

But, finally, understand this: That choices acted on from fear create more fear. That is why a war is a war. That is why fear is there. So once fear is acted on by you in choice, in responsibility, you are responsible, then, for the repercussions of the choices you have made.

“I don’t want him to leave me so I act in fear to keep him here,” creates responsibility. “I don’t want to be in that job so I’m gonna screw it up,” and that requires that you be in response to your actions.

Now if you don’t want to be in a job, you change your job, you don’t have to create situations that would dictate you leave. That is unconscious behavior. When you are in relationships and you don’t want to be there, you choose to depart. And you do this with integrity and not in fear or in rage or in anger, because ultimately those things are products of fear.

Now each one of you knows what fear is. But what you don’t understand is why you create from it. And why you create from fear is that is the action of fear, to protect itself and to build from its own energies.

If you can imagine a house that was built in light and a house that is built in fear you can imagine the difference in inhabiting one or the other. As you understand yourselves, you will see that the houses that you are have been made in fear in the past, and these are the creations now that you are having to contend with in your physical lives.

“I took a job because I thought I needed the job because the job I really wanted I was afraid I would never get, so I have created a life around a false sense of my fear.” And then you walk around wondering why you hate your job. You were never in that job to begin with. Your fear created it and you chose it as fear.

We have talked to you about love. When you are in love, and in the frequency of love, you become that thing, and those things that you respond to in love become those things that are wonderful in your life.

When you create from fear, and yes, everyone, obligation is fear in many ways as well, then you create a false feeling within yourself that what you should be doing is what you need to be doing and “shoulds” and “needs” are very different things.

“I should sleep because it’s late” is very different than “I need sleep because the body requires rest.” “I should be in this job because it’s a good job and I wouldn’t be in it if I wasn’t qualified” is very different than “I need this job because this job fulfills my requirements for my growth or for my requirements for my physical life.”

We are not going to tell you today to quit your job that you created out of a sense of obligation or fear and take the one that’s nice because we want you fed. But we do want you to understand that these things that you have created in your life that are structured from fear are being dismantled, and this is very upsetting for many people beyond the group.

But tonight, we speak to you as the members of the group who are entrained in a passage of Christ training in consciousness. And that is what this group is, a training in Christ consciousness and frequency. We are telling you this because you can become what you say you are, but you will not to the extent that you recreate your patterns in fear or in rage, because the rage is born in fear.

And because unworthiness, at its core, is a fear, those things that are created in your unworthiness: “I don’t deserve it,” “it can’t be for me,” “he could not want me,” “that job would never have me,” “she wouldn’t talk to me if I was walking with her,” all of these beliefs are fear-based. And as you create from them you have to dismantle them.

So the process of dismantling these structures is happening now, and some of you are feeling it big-time. Some of you are saying “Well, I sort of did this already, it’s not gonna be that bad.”

We want you to talk about this with your friends. What does it mean to divest the self of those beliefs you created in fear, and how do you take responsibility for those actions you have taken in fear that have been used in other ways by you to protect the identity that you think you are?

“I must be a teacher because I have students.” Well, yes, you are a teacher, but that is not your identity in Christ consciousness. It’s an aspect of what you do. And who you stand as, finally, in the truest sense, is the Christ come in you.

Now this light wants to shine. It is shining already. And the heavens are full of light and we say heavens when we say who we stand in with you in frequency is aligned with beautiful light. But the coming of this in you is not strategic. It’s not always easy or comfortable or friendly to face a mirror and see your pain and see what you have created in your fear, in your sense of unworthiness, or unlovability, or unforgiveness of yourselves or your brothers.

When you stand in your unforgiveness, your ego self stands triumphant and crows like a cock at dawn “I am in my Word!” Now that is an aspect of the self that is truthfully not who you are but who wishes to control the vessel that you stand in. We are speaking of you bifurcated in a certain way.

Now the Christ consciousness, which is an aspect of the self that is coming into fruition through the work we do with you, is the aspect that is truthful. The self that denies the Christ or the God Self or the light or whatever you wish to call it, and stand separate from his fellows is the part of you that is being contended with.

How can you be superior to your fellow in any way shape or form? How is that even possible? How can you dare, on any level, to state your supremacy on one hand and then state “I am Word, I am the Christ come in man” in another sentence? That cannot be the same thing.

Ideologies have created separation in the past. And I say this, and I speak as “I” in this moment,

I AM COME IN MAN SO THAT MAN WILL BE FREE.
I AM COME IN MAN SO THAT MAN WILL BE FREE.
I AM COME IN MAN SO THAT MAN WILL BE FREE.

And this sentence will sing until the leveling has occurred when all men and women see themselves in truth as worthy of the Creator.

And you cannot stand in your worthiness and deny your fellow entry into the Christ. That is the sin against God. To deny the self is to deny the brother. To deny the self is to deny the light in someone else. The moment you stand in judgment of your fellow you deny yourself your own knowing as the light. Do you understand this?

So the times have come to dismantle these things that separate you from one another and our cry to you in a cry of love and truth. The man you are, the woman you are, the one you stand as requires love. And this love is present, but available to you only as you allow it and become yourselves today as you stand in truth.

“I am Word through my body” is the claim of the body in this frequency. “I am Word through my environment” states that you are present and aware of the divinity in that which stands before you. “I am Word through my knowing of myself as Word” is the consciousness of the Creator made whole in man.

Christ consciousness as Self. That is the call here. And individuation still is present because the ego has its place, so you don’t put the fork in the mouth of the woman next to you by accident at dinner. You need to know your mouth is your mouth and the keys to the apartment you live in go to the right door. So we are not taking you out of yourselves, we are giving you yourselves in wonder, in truth and through the action of the Christ in man.

So we say to you tonight, what you call forth, you call into being. And if you blame, if you condemn, if you fear, if you cry out against, if you decide for against anything, you become induced into a creation of fear.

Now when we say “against” we state this very simply. “I would never belong to a club like that” immediately puts you in that club. Do you understand this? You have not neutralized it, you have created a relationship with it frequency-wise that then you have to dismantle.

Now we are not being silly. There are lots of organizations we would hope you would never join. But that is not about judgment, that’s about truth, and as your frequency lifts, and frequency finds its own place, you would never be there anyway.

Are we speaking in ways that you can comprehend?

We are trying to decide tonight how to tell you certain things that will bring you forth in your fullness as the light. As you stand in fullness who you stand as becomes a brilliant thing that is seen and aligned and in its worth. And the process of getting there, some days, is not easy, but it is worth it. As you stand in your knowing, you stand in love, as you stand in love, you can become this thing you say you are: “I am Word. I am Word. I am Word.”

Now we are with you. The room is full tonight. There many of us here to assist you in the work that is to come. And we say it is work. The time of playing in the light is over. The industry is here. The times have called for it. You cannot dabble any more.

If this is not for you, you will not come. If this is not for you, you will be called elsewhere. If this is not you, you will be loved regardless, and there is no blame.

But the passage of this time is greatly significant and who you stand as, in the light, will be seen. And if you are aware of this, you can choose it. If you choose it, it will be. That is promised to you each. If you choose it, you will be this thing you say are in truth. We would not lie. We have no call to.

We have to give you things to take with you now, on this next phase of journeying. And these are the things we wish to gift you with:

Your integrity is the first thing we want you to stand as. And we say stand as because your integrity will be the barometer for what is truthful to you and what is not truthful to you. When you do not resonate with an action that you take because that “take” is in fear, you will know it. You will frequency-wise shift into an understanding in your integrity that this was not the right thing to say, or speak, or act on.

Now this can be simple: “I didn’t tip the guy who brought the food.” Or it can be large “I didn’t acknowledge the love I have for someone because I was fearful.” Do you understand this?

Your integrity will now be the barometer for you to gauge your knowing. And as you stand in this you will become more aware of what you require to keep your frequency aligned to the light in the highest way possible. “I didn’t need that sex.” “I didn’t need that drink.” “I didn’t need that bothersome phone call, but I didn’t handle it well.” Will be ways you can understand yourselves differently.

Now tomorrow you are each going to have a choice, one time in the day, and we promise you this, where you will be called to stand in your integrity, and that means you will not do the easy thing. You will not placate out of fear. You will not react out of fear. You will take the name you have, “I am Word,” and you will become this in your action. You will stand in your truth and you will speak your claim and you will not have fear. The fear that you may experience would only be the fear of going against habit.

But we tell you this: When you are in your integrity and you are knowing your truth there is no fear. The only fear you might have is of reprisal for speaking the truth you have, and that is very different than knowing the response you have. There is never fear in your knowing, and we use the word tonight, ”integrity” to teach you a different system of accessing yourself and your information.

This was the first thing.

The second thing we wish to gift you with is love. We wish to gift you each with love so that you may hold another one in the frequency of love and know that this is so. We are not speaking of conjecture anymore. We are not speaking of the idea of love, or the body as love in a form. We are speaking of true love.

To be in true love transcends feeling and form, and we wish to gift you with this in a way that you can operate from. To operate from love means you act as love. You are this thing. And we call to you now the information that you each require to become this thing. Now this will be individual, but we are gifting you with it anyway. It’s as if you are each getting a bag, a “hobo-sack” Paul sees, that you will carry with you and you will always remember it.

“I am holding my love, I am in my love, and I can act as love.”

That is two.

The third thing, and the final thing, we with to gift you with is the Christ in a way that you can feel. Now we are not telling you a lie. We want you to be able to call and summon the frequency that you say you are in a way that you can feel. Because as this becomes demonstrate-able to you each you can signify, you can stand in your light and be what you say you are.

We are bypassing the intellect. We are telling you this in a way you will have to experience as frequency as your selves. And the Christ that we speak of is in the light you are.

Now this light will become manifested in each of you tonight in a significant way that you can operate from. And those of you who stand in this night will believe in your worth from now on. This is a gift, and it’s a serious one. You will each have this information in your being in ways that we believe you will be able to accept and respond to, as you need it.

Now Paul, would you say this for the room “I am Word through the ones before me.” And as he says this we are going to be working on you each. Each one present will be worked on.

“I am Word through those before me. I am working on each one present as the Word. And each one is being gifted with her own relationship, his own relationship to his Christed Self in a way that is understandable, acceptable and responded to. I am Word through this intention for those before me. Word I am Word. I am Word through those before me. Word I am Word.”

(The following is the lecture portion of a group channeling held in New York City on July 3, 2009. It was followed by group and individual instruction and energy work.)

Ask them each to receive a hand on heart and the third eye. We want to work on you energetically before we talk. And we want to align you again. And we talk about alignment in a very specific way these days. What alignment means is your self in your tandem self, your creator self, congruently working together. And when we say you are in alignment, we mean that you are in tandem with the creative self, which we will call the Christ Self in manifestation.

We decided last night that we have to work on our language a little bit, only to the extent that people get frightened by an ideal they have embellished with things that are not appropriate. And while we understand this is real to them, we also understand that part of the work of this group is to be the laboratory for what will go out into the world in a larger sense. So we will not tell you that we are not talking about the Christ when in fact we are. That is the frequency that we are attuned to and you are attuned to through our energies and through your responsibility to work on this as you do each week you connect with the frequency of the Christ.

We will tell you that the responsibility of language in its present form will be our responsibility and we will teach you in the way that we require to bring forth the highest amount of energy frequency that is available to each of you to work through, and to be and to inhabit.

I am Word through my body. Word I am Word.
I am Word thorough my vibration. Word I am Word.
I am Word through my knowing of myself as Word.

Now, when we say this to you, we are in charge of an attunement that you are bringing forth through your action. “I am Word” is the intention to be yourself in this frequency. When you decide that you are this thing in truth, then you can connect at a much higher level than you have allowed yourself to do to this date.

Now, we want to talk about what we mean here. We are actually telling you that the work you have done until now is in preparation for a new truth of who you are.

You understand this still intellectually. And you speak to each other as if you know what you are doing. But we are now showing Paul an image of a foundation of house that has been built in the earth, and in this foundation, which you have placed, which is yourself in this frequency, you will build, and what you will build is yourself in this truth.

“I am Word” is not an intellectual ideal. It is who you are in a vibration. And as you speak in this vibration who you stand as becomes yourself in your truth as you align to yourself as this thing, what you stand in becomes you and cannot not be what you say, and who you stand by, and what you choose. You become congruent with your identity as “I am Word.”

Paul is wondering “Now, does this mean we go away in a personality?” Absolutely not. Why would we dismantle the beauty of who you are on that level? What we have said to you in the past is those things that stand before you and in the way of your inhabitation as “I am Word” are released by this intention to stand in your ownership of your light.

When you stand in this, those things that cannot be held in that frequency are dismantled. To the extent that you choose to hold onto them and protect them because you believe them to be you personality self, then you are hiding from your own mastery as a Christed being. If you can imagine that you have been shoplifting and you have a case of carrots hidden under your overcoat, you can see how silly this seems. You do not need the carrots anymore than you need those habits and personality traits and conditions of requirement that you have based your self-identity in.

Why would you think they were you? We will tell you. Because you have been convinced through habit that this is what you are.

Now if we were to tell you tonight that each one of you is estranged form your own divinity to the extent that you cycle through your habits in unconscious behavior, you would say, “Yes, I get that.” But if you were to understand that the frequency that you are is able, already, to relinquish and release these habitual patterns, you would be surprised at the recognition that you would have that you really still want these things to stay.

Now you have a choice tonight. You can stand in your ownership of your frequency and you can align to this Word as you would any other night, or you can stand truthfully and say:

“I am now choosing to relinquish those behaviors that stand before me and create a block or an obstacle or a problem that will require me to release it in order to inhabit myself firmly and fully in my own Christed being.”

Now don’t be frightened by this. What you are simply saying is “I am now choosing to get with it and to move forward and to be less protective of those behaviors that I have created that are stopping me from becoming what I say I am.”

“I am Word” is not a false statement. You are still Word when you are being compulsive, or you are being frustrated, or you are being in your behaviors that you say you do not want. You are still Word.

However, to the extent that you align to the new behavior as what you are, “I do this,” “I like that, “ “I don’t want to stop this,” you are also saying that aspect of the self cannot come into congruence with your own higher self.

Now Paul is predicting that there are people who are saying, “Hey, wait a minute, I don’t want to give this up.”

Well, nobody is telling you to give something up. We are simply telling you to come into agreement with yourself on a higher frequency in order to change and transform those aspects of the self that are keeping you from understanding and being in your experience of your Christed knowing and being. Word I am Word.

Now we are not telling you that you need to stop something tonight and go off tomorrow and get into a program, or stand in your room and make all the lists of the things that have to get out of the way. You can if you want, but that is a tall order. We are speaking now about responsibility and residual intentions to align to the frequency you are in fullness.

“I am the Word through this aspect of my self that creates these problems. I am the Word though the belief that if I let these go, I will not be myself. I am Word through all that I see before me: all I have damned, all I have blessed, all I have given my truth to and all I have believed to be a lie. I am Word through all I see before me.”

Now you will stand as a group and we will offer this to you as we can:

“I am now choosing to relinquish any and all behaviors that stand in the way of my inhabiting myself fully and firmly as my divine self, as Word. I am Word though this intention, Word I am Word. I am Word through this intention through those before me. I am Word through this intention for (participants named). I am Word through all I see before me. Word I am Word.

Now we praise you each for your alignment to come. And as you inhabit yourself fully and firmly in your Christed Self, you know your name: I am Word, I am Word, I am Word.

We are asking you now to align to the possibility that you have become this thing you say. That you are not only in order, you are in opportunity as this creation to become yourself in a conscious and truthful ownership of your own divinity. I am Word is not a theory, it is a truth.

Thank you and sit.

Now we will work on you individually for a little bit and then we will talk some more.

If any of you are feeling the cold energy around you as Paul is now, you are feeling the release that you just decreed. Paul is feeling it in his hands and his legs. And this is a patterning of his own behaviors that are, truthfully, overdue for release. So we are working with him as we are working with each of you.

Now you have decided to divest yourself of things that are not serving you, and nothing more than that. So do not be afraid. Be in celebration that you are choosing the high road and that you are becoming what you say you are: I am Word.