(The following is the transcript of a lecture portion of a group channeling conducted in New York City on November 19, 2009. It was followed by group and individual energy work.)
Okay, lets get ready to talk. And the wisdom of the time is about nourishment, and how you are nourishing yourselves, and the ways that you are not nourishing yourselves are at pointed observation right now. And that’s part of what Paul’s contending with, but you are contending with it as well, because it’s a piece of the passage.
How do you take care of yourselves when you’re in transit? How do you nourish the body? How do you nourish the feelings you have when you are uncertain of what you feel? Where do you go when you are uncertain of your path, and what is your knowing when you do not know? How do you anchor it when you are confused and when you are frightened of the self as being the one responsible for the self? So these are some questions for the night, and they’re really about hearing yourselves and hearing yourselves as wisdom, as the one who can know, even when you don’t feel like you do.
When you feel frightened of the self, when the self that you stand in is frightened, you must hear the self in love. You must hear the frightened words in a place of love so that the fear can be dissolved and the soul can be heard, because what stands before you always is love when you are acting from love. Now the embellishments you carry with you that tell you that you are supposed to feel, and that you should know certain things are what makes for confusion. Each and every day you are confronted with symbols that you have to contend with that tell you where you should be. “I am 35 years old, I should own a home” “I am 50 years old, I should have been married long ago.” “I I am 70 years old, why cannot I retire?” These are questions that people contend with because they use monitoring systems that are not present for them but imported for them by culture and by society’s dictates.
So when you stand in your “unknowing”, in your confusion, in fact, what you are saying is “I’m supposed to know, because I’m this person I should know, and I don’t know so what am I gonna do now?” And therein lies the problem tonight.
We are telling you this: When you are in a passage of knowing, you go through a passage to know. You don’t come to your knowing through a forced issue. You don’t come to a knowing through an anchoring of decision-making that is not brought forth in love. You do not come to your knowing through the dictates of others. You come to your knowing though asking and reception and honoring that aspect of the self that does, in fact, know.
On a higher level you know everything, believe it or not. You are an aspect of the Creator and you know everything already, and our work with you has always been to trust you, to show you, to gift you with that access to that aspect of the self that is the Christed Self that does know. But you cannot make that happen. And when you are in a place of unknowing perhaps that is okay for a little while. But to try to manifest knowing by moving through energies forcefully to make something happen does not necessarily support you in gaining the knowing that you have requested. Are we making sense, yes?
Now the nourishment issue is a very big one, and Paul is dealing with this right now in several ways, in the body and in the soul. But in fact, everyone does this as well, in different ways. The issue of self-care is an interesting one, because what it means to care for the self might not be right to others.
To eat a pizza is not right, but it may be okay. To run around the block five times in your underwear may not be the best thing in the world to do, but it may get you what you need. You really don’t necessarily know what you require until you are in that place of understanding how you require nourishment. Now, you have to ask yourself each time you contend with a need where it is coming from. What am I supporting right now? What is the need right now, and have I identified it truthfully? If I need to yell, maybe is that a real need, and maybe that is a release of energy that can concur with other things that would be in support of you. However, the identification of the need for nourishment is the issue here. If you need something in truth, to support yourself you should bring it to yourself. But you misunderstand too frequently what it is you need, and you offer the self to activity or decision that is not based in need to but is based in the desire to stop the feeling, or to stop the anger, or to stop whatever. Now this is sublimation, yes, but beyond that, it is also a way of avoiding the self.
Now the body knows what it needs. It knows what it needs to eat, it knows what it needs to live, it knows when it is thirsty, it knows when it needs to defecate. These are all easy things, but you don’t honor them necessarily from a place of knowing. When you have to go to the bathroom you get up and go, you don’t wonder what you need. When you need to feed the body, you need to ask the body what it requires and not ask that aspect of the self that would tell you what it wants to sublimate or to support another issue. When you need sex, when you need play, you have to ask yourselves questions, “Am I coming from a truthful place of my knowing what I need, or am I acting on another impulse that is not in truth? ” Do you understand what we are saying?
Now the choice to nourish the self in a high way contends with the lower aspects of the self that would fight it and that is part of the process that happens. “I know I can be calm. I know I can know what I need, but I do not so I fight myself or I choose another way to express myself so I don’t act on my anger, but I sublimate the anger in another way.” Do you understand this? These are processes that are common to you.
However, as you change energy fields, as you move upward in frequency, there is often a little bit of a duel that happens between the higher and the lower selves, that aspect of the self that fears change, that fears relinquishing what it’s controlling, and that aspect of the self in a higher level that knows everything and knows that this is all for good regardless of what you might think.
The choices that you make at these times are actually very important. They are not pass and fail questions, as on a test, but they dictate the next steps for you. So you have to understand right now that as you are moving in frequency, you call to you new opportunities for change and growth, and then what you call to you is the resistance to those changes that you must choose to contend with.
So we ask you tonight, are you willing to let the self be in balance as you move through the psychic changes that you have undertaken through this work and through your passage? Are you willing to stay in knowing to allow the knowing to come to you as required, tonight and forever, as you move forwards in the ways that are most perfect for you? Are you allowing yourself tonight and forever to be teachable, to be allowing yourself to learn, to understand and to recognize what is required of you as you grow? As you are taught by the higher self you recognize the self as the one who knows, and the higher self may call it other people, situations, lectures, books, what have you, that will amplify what you require to know.
Have you had the experience ever of thinking something before a group and then having it answered as part of the lecture? That is happening here frequently because we are listening. Now you also have other guides that work with you, and they support you very directly. So if you tell yourself that you need growth you can call to you that growth and you will be supported in it by those emissaries that support you in your requirement for change and for knowing.
Now tonight we want to teach you something a little bit different. It’s about rectification. When there is a problem in a situation with other people, how might your rectify it? How might you bring frequency to the situation to heal misunderstanding or misuse of energy, or mis-thought, as it were? How do you require healing in a situation when you are not in control of an outcome? How do you bring rectification to a situation where the parties are not in agreement?
Well the first thing we would tell you is this: Stay out of the way. Do not force it. Do not allow your ego to dictate the situation as to how it is to be altered. That is you trying to control the situation. In a friendship, in a business situation, in a love relationship, there is often a conflict of the will, and you decide that that can be changed, that may be very well true. But how it is to be changed is not your journey, is not your decision. But if you can create the energy frequency of balance within a field that is imbalanced, you can actually allow for the change to come forth that is most perfect. Now sometimes, that may require separation. Sometimes, that may require hard talk in truth, but it may the perfect outcome. And as long as you do not deiced that this will be rectified in such and such a way, you have the opportunity then to support it with frequency
So we would like you to choose one situation in your lives tonight that needs a healing, that needs to be rebalanced and we will work with it in the following way:
“I am now choosing to remove myself from this struggle that I have engaged in with (name the person or the situation). I am now choosing to remove myself entirely from a place of action and responsibility for the outcome or the healing of the situation. I am now blessing the situation in its perfect outcome, the perfect outcome for all involved that is now being bequeathed upon us though this balancing of my energy field, and the frequency of this situation is being altered as a result of this. As I do this, I allow myself to know that I am safe with whatever the result is of the situation’s outcome, that I am protected and in perfect alignment with my own highest good, and all parties involved in the situation will be brought forth into light in perfect ways. I am Word through this situation. I am Word through this relationship. I am Word through what I need to do. Word I am Word.”
Now each of you has just said this to the selves. Now as you work on this soul-y, we invite you to release it with the following intention each time it aligns up to your knowing in a way that makes want to move it forcefully:
“I am now releasing this situation in its perfection to be healed in the God Light. Word I am Word.” It’s that simple.
Now Paul wants to know “Well, what if we are inspired to take action to solve something, or to heal something, or to rectify something?” If you are inspired, then you will move. We are not speaking about non-action; we are speaking about relying on the self-will to fix something that may be damaged or out of alignment when, in fact, what you can be doing in frequency is much, much more effective. Do you understand what we are saying?
Now tonight, we want you each to choose one ting, one situation that needs a required situational healing to be brought forth to the group in light. And we will say this with you: “I am Word through the healing of this situation. Word I am Word.”