(The following is the transcript of a group channeling held in New York City on December 3, 2009. It was followed by group and individual instruction and energy work.)
We’re gonna talk now, and there’s a lot to talk about, and responsibility is the issue tonight, and your responsibility for the caretaking of yourselves. And what does that mean? To caretake the self means to be in requirement of knowing your needs and responding to them according to what is required and nothing more than that. However, the ambitions that you have as souls is to ascend, and the requirements for one who wishes to ascend is remarkably different than the one who gets up in the morning and brushes her teeth and goes about her business.
When one is in ascension, one is responding to a call of the soul that wants to resonate in a higher frequency, and consequently the soul is choosing the circumstances and experiences she needs to bring about this change. Once you are in this situation of calling to you the experiences your require for your ascension you are, in truth, responding to new circumstances at a rapid rate because the pattern of ascension is a rapid one. It can be stalled. You can walk away from it. However, the choice to ascend, once it is begun, is remarkably quick and the obstacles that come up to be faced, to be recognized, are your responsibility.
Now may people get frightened at a juncture when there is a big choice to make. And you ask yourselves, “Am I responding from my higher self, or from the pattern of safety that I have known? Am I in my habituated response, or am I in a new way, and where am I going?”
Now the soul already knows the answer to these things, which is very interesting to you, because you do not ask yourself at a higher level which aspect of the self you are moving towards. If you were to do this simple question, “Am I moving towards my highest good?” you would know very quickly through the feeling in your systems. It would feel very slow; it would feel fearful in a negative way if it was not a high choice. When you are in a high choice, you move into high frequency, and the resistance to that can bring about fear or choices outside of what you want, but the truth of the choice will be a high note that will be singing. So you must get used to asking yourself these questions now. If you do this often, you will become habituated to knowing yourselves fully in terms of what you require to bring about the changes you seek.
Now Paul is wondering what it means to go into your ascension process without knowing what you want. “I said okay, I am in this process, I will go forward, but what does it really mean?” We will tell you what it means. It means to become yourself in your truth in a frequency that is in accord with your soul’s jurisdiction in a high frequency. As you go forward and you operate at this level, you become magical, in a way. And we don’t say “magical” in a silly way. We are not talking about pointing at things with wands and turning them into things. We are talking about becoming what you are in the most perfect self that you are in truth as realized.
Now the physical body that you stand in needs to be achieved at a certain frequency to align to this, and this is now a responsibility of this group. Where is the body not in alignment to the new work? Where is the body stopping itself and, quite simply, what does the body require to move up an octave, as it were? When you ask the body this, you can begin to hear that as well and your whole system begins to move in one accord.
Now you want to know what happens to you when you are in your ascension. You become yourself in truth, and that is what it is. But what that truly means is that you are operating in a new field, and your field will be truthful and responsive to the Creator and to your soul’s intentions. You become in accord with a key element of your destiny, which is the return of the self to the God-self incarnate.
Now nobody is going to tell you that you are going to walk on water, however the passage through phenomenon will be one that many of you will take. As you change and as you begin to realize that your consciousness impacts matter, you will call circumstances to you to prove this. And the way that you will do this will be very, very simple. “I am thinking about this, and then it happens,” and then you will know that you are there. You are in your manifestation and your are operating at a frequency level that will call to you your consciousness rapidly.
Now the design of this, in terms of your teaching, is to bring you into a knowledge of your decisions and a thought, frankly, is a decision, and you don’t realize that yet. And you deal with the consequences of them you begin to realign your experience and then you go forward with the new ideal that will come to you through that system of exchange of information with the self in experience. As you do this again and again, your choices change, and your choices will become higher because the system that you are will call those to them. Do you understand this?
So when we said responsibility in ascension what we are truly saying is: you are the one here, you are the one there and how you grow there is your choice in comparison to the old system where you remain passive to your experience and you decide that you are not the one in charge. Now the design of this, we will say, is about moving forward and upward in frequency and as we said, your soul calls to itself now those experiences you require to bring about the learning that you need. Period, period, period.
Now we want to ask you something. Are you willing tonight to go forward in a frequency that will realign you to your decision-making process? Are you willing to decide tonight that you can choose differently, that you can reintegrate the pattern of knowing in a different way so that your choices become seamless and you are not fighting yourself as you have in the past?
The requirement of this, quite simply, is to appropriate a system that we would give you in terms to attuning to a knowing in terms of response. When you say, “yes,” feel your system. How does you system feel? When you say, “yes” to something you don’t want to do, how does your system feel? When you say, “no” to something you do want to do, how does your system feel? What happens to your frequency? As you begin to navigate in frequency, you can bypass the intellect which may have perfectly good reasons why you should do something you should not do that is a lower choice. But once you operate from an energy field, you attune anew.
So the programming we would like to give you tonight is about response to your feelings. “I want you all to go out tonight and rob something of somebody.” How does it feel to be told that? Do you fear it? Are you repelled? Does it feel untruthful? Does it feel wrong-minded? Do you understand this? Know how you feel.
“We want you all to go out tonight and see the light in everyone.” How does that feel? What does it mean? What does your system respond with? Now don’t go to the intellect. Please say this:
“I am now choosing to respond to myself in my knowing through my intuitive senses. I am now experiencing myself as knowing through vibration and consciousness. I am now realigning the passage of accruing knowledge to this system and leaving behind limited ways and patterns that allow me limited benefit. I am choosing this in alignment with my highest good and with the accord of my soul. I am Word through this intention. Word I am Word.”
Now we have said it. Now the practice of it becomes the issue. So tonight we want to work with you a little bit differently, and Paul is saying, “What the heck is going on?” But we will say this. We want you to begin to feel what it feels like to know in your body, in your mind, in your frequency. Of course we have taught you in the past to know things through feeling, but we are trying at this time to show you what you are doing and how you can work with a system of knowing that bypasses the intellect. This is not about knowing things on an information level of practical-ness. It is about knowing things on a deep level of resonance. There is a big difference, do you understand?
“There is a sale at Macy’s, things are discounted” is informational knowing. “I am in love with this woman. I am in knowing of my need to be with her” is resonant. Do you understand the difference? One is profound and it is within the system and, of course, it bypasses the intellect. When you are in resonance with love you are not in your intellect, and that is why we are giving you that example. But you can be in resonance with many other things. The home Paul goes to must be in his resonance. The jobs that you take in the future must align to your knowing in order to be fruitful for you in passage. You are no longer able to sustain systems that operate at a low frequency. That is the benefit of this work, but it’s also the difficulty of it, because you are still attached to the meaning you have given things in the past and you assume them to be recognized by you as the truth when, in fact, they may be from a system that you are no longer in accord with.
We will give you an example. “I need to have a job with benefits.” Well, that is okay. There is nothing wrong with having that. But it also a decision based in worry and practicality. You may be called to go someplace else where that would not be a requirement. And understand then, that the same needs that you have would be responded to in that situation. “I need to date a blonde,” whatever it might be, that is based in past practice and information may not resonate anymore, and you have to discover this for yourself.
Now the requirements we give you for this knowing are very, very simple. The choice to know will call to you the knowing you require. The choice to know will bring you the knowing you require. The decision to know will bring to you the knowing you require, and this will be the passage. But your understanding of not knowing, or the fear of knowing, or the fear of choosing is what is getting in the way, because you are still habituated to believe that you don’t. Your soul knows already. Your frequency knows already. So please begin to ask.